myemptymelodies

So, I obviously stopped the whole countdown thing. Stuff like that is really hard to keep up with... Of course, I didnt really attempt to after a while, so its probably my fault. Ahaaa...

You know what tastes awesome? Potato salad. That was random...

So anyways, my dads coming home today!! I AM SO HAPPY!! He's been gone for a while... I didnt go with to the airport, though. Of course, now I wish I had... crapness. I should have gone! I dont want him to feel bad! T-T

My last day of school was yesterday, and it was actually waaaayy more sad than I thought it would be. Im going to miss that place...

I really wouldnt have cared if the teachers were mean, and there was way to much homework everyday, and everyone was weird... But everyone was just TOO AWESOME! That fails for me... waah. And Justin was there! Aww. Well, atleast I finally got a picture of him. Thats right, I WINNN~!

People post a lot on facebook... did anyone else know that? Probably.

So I dont get why I keep posting on here, since I can almost guarantee that like, NO ONE reads these. But hey, its still fun! WHOO, PARTAAYYY!

Speaking of parties, I was at a party last weekend... my 'going away' party. I guess it was a surprise, but I was a little suspicious. Either way, I had a rockin' time. I feel so loved~!

Ok, well im just going to post this, since I ran out of things to say... MERRY CHRISTMAS! (almost...)

So today was actually kind of interesting.

We got another three inches of snow last night, so we had to shovel the driveway again so we could go to school. I tried to ride my old bus but THEY TOTALLY DENIED ME! The stupid bus driver just honked and kept going!! WHAT A FAIL!!!

So yeah, school was ok, too. Nothin' too special.

After school though, I watched Ghost Adventures for a while, and then went to my friend Jess's, who used to be referred to as 'josh', whos computer I am currently posting from at this very moment.

We've been taking pics, being on facebook, calling friends, and doing makeup. Pretty fun times! She gave me some mascara, too... wait to go, Jess! You rock!!

Todays entry is going to be really quick, since I have to leave in like five mintutes xP

Nothing special today. Stayed home, went on facebook, playing the Sims Castaway on my PS2 - which is being really dumb, since when I press start or square nothing happens, and those are like... two of the most important buttons! - And now Im going to my brother-in-law's hocky game.

I ran out of challenges already, if you couldnt tell. Hopefully I'll be able to think of more later.

Well, thats all I have time to say, folks! Later, gators!

WHEW! Didnt even think I'd be able to get an entry in today!

So, once again, boring day. I didnt sleep in, I shovelled the driveway, watched TV, ate Arbys, rented Up - which by the way is the best pixar movie ever - and watched it... and now Im watching the VGAs and blogging as we speak.

So I guess Im not doing anything legendary this weekend... and I only have one weekend left after this.

Oh, damn. Im running out of time.

The change is really starting to weigh down on me now. The reality of it has finally caught up with me, and Im starting to feel sad and scared. The anticipation is beginning to eat me alive, and I wish there was something that I could do to reverse the entire situation.

But its too late now. The best thing to do is keep a positive attitude and wade out the storm. That god for the internet, right? How else would I still talk to everyone!?

But now I always have this feeling, in the pit of my stomach. Yeah, you know the one. Nerves, I guess.

I gotta say, I'm going to miss this place. The constant cold, all my friends, my cats, my sister and her husband... its all harder than you think.

You know, you see it on tv and in movies all the time, and you think to yourself, 'Man, it would really suck if that happened to me!', but you never really know what it feels like until it actually happens.

And yeah, Im not the only one, and I probably shouldnt be complaining about it, but I cant help it, I 'spose. I must sound pretty selfish, but brace yourself for more xDD

But man, I gotta do something before I go. I dont want to live the rest of my days here in a slump! I've gotta do something! Oh wait... I already said that.

Oh, lordie! I just cant shake that feeling!

The other thing I'm anticipating is my last day of school here. God, I just know I'm going to cry.

And when you think about that, you have to wonder... will anybody miss me?

I mean, yeah, If I was with all my old friends, but now that im a situation where I went to a new school with a bunch of strangers, and knew basically NO ONE, is anyone going to miss me? Did I make an impact on anyone at all? I mean yeah, I made friends, but I've only been friends with them for the past three months... wont they just forget about me in good time?

Its all a big 'if', and its very scarey. What if people hate me? What if they mock me once I've left? I hate it. I hate this feeling, and I hate that I have to move. Right now, life isn't very fair.

So I'm just going to connect with everyone on facebook. Thats the site to go to, know. Used to be gmail, before that it was hi5, before that it was myspace... Oh lordy, the internets.

Have you ever been bored to death?

Well, I suppose none of us have, otherwise we'd all be dead...

Anyways, it'd probably be smart to post at the end of the day, but Im not waiting that long xP. I might end up posting several entries on the same day, though.

So, my friend is coming over. Awesomeness. I have absolutely no idea what we'll do, though. Me and my currently boreing, semi-empty house. Its so lame... ugh.

Well, atleast I got hot cheetos, vitamin water, and cookie dough. I guess thats closure enough for me... OH and I have Lucky Charms, too! Have you ever noticed that Lucky Charms is like... THE BEST CEREAL EVAR!? Yeah, I did too.


So I guess nothing else exciting happened today... we had a sub - a teacher, smartone- in Chinese today, so I didnt learn anything new... how disappoiting.
And she was kinda strict... Like, seriously. Lighten up.


OMG YES! Today was the last day of floor hockey! Now maybe we wont have to do those KILLER 'warm ups'. FLOOR HOCKEY WAS EASIER! Run half court twice, full court twice, agility crap, but kicks, high knees, push ups, and those weird things that people do when they're warming up for foot ball with the tires 'n stuff! ITS MADNESS!

But it'll probably get ten times worse now, since we're 'lucky' enough to have a basketball mini-unit next... I HATE GYM.

And that was my day.


New Challenge!

Ok, so I love how no one answered the other challenge since no one reads my 'blog', but heres another one anyways.

Getting a date wearing dorky glasses.

Rules: If you already have a girlfriend/boyfriend/manfriend/bitch/pet, or whatever else your weird minds can think of, dont use them. I'm talking to all of the singles. Take a pic of yourself and your date and post it here, in the comments.

Just a couple things to clarify before you read on:

-Yes, Im counting backwards, smart one.
-Leaving the day after Christmas. Like, literally, THE DAY AFTER.
-I planned on starting at the beginning of the month, but I guess it was a delayed reaction or something...
-I plan on trying to post every day, making a log of what I have done here in my last days as a citizen of Minnesota.
-I'm going to try to think of a challenge every day... major points to anyone who quotes Barney from How I Met Your Mother.



So today was pretty lame, I guess. The first blizzard of the season was yesterday, and Im glad I got to see that before I left. The bad thing is, when you have a looong driveway and you get eight inches of snow... getting to school becomes a challenge. I missed first period and half of second period because I was at home, shoveling snow off of my driveway yesterday JUST so I could get to school. Why the hell is OUR district ALWAYS the ONLY ONE thats NEVER canceled? That super-intendent-person or whatever must be really stupid. WHO CARES IF ITS COLDER IN ALASKA WHERE YOU JUST SO HAPPENED TO BE BORN? WE'RE NOT ALL ESKIMOS, YOU KNOW!!

I ACTUALLY FINISHED MY MATH HOMEWORK DURING CLASS! Ok seriously? That never happens. Probably because my teacher moved me away from all my buds, so theres no one to chat with anymore... Plus, that assignment was pretty easy, despite the fact that I missed class yesterday - yes its my first hour. Great job of coming to the right conclusion, smarty pants. - and pretty much had no idea what I was doing. Thank god my teacher decided to go over what we learned yesterday again, because I guess everyone was just as lost as I was, or something... And I also love how I was the first one done. That was even weirder... though I think I forgot to graph some problems. Whatever...

Oh, and about that eskimo comment up there? Im not saying Alaskans are eskimos... just maybe that super-intendent person.

I made cookies today, too! Well, I cooked four of them and had to put the rest of the dough in the fridge because we had to go to my little sisters choir concert and whatevers...

Another good thing is that I got to go out to Las Margeritas (Forgive me if thats a spell fail or the wrong name or something)to celebrate my older sister's husband finishing school. I had tacos... they were yummy.

And like I said before, we had to go to my little sisters choir concert... which I didnt enjoy to much, nor did I even really want to go in the first place, since those kids cant even sing, and the choir teacher is semi-insane.

And I wanted to hang out with my best bud... we were going to make cookies together! But, noo! "We have to go to a concert," "We're going out to eat!" (That was my mom impression... pretty impressive, huh!?)

NEW CHALLANGE FOR YOU GUYS! Ok, so my older sister, her hubby, and I, were all trying to think of a good work that starts with a "D" thats equal to or under six letters. I have absolutely no idea how we came up with those limitations, but hey, it happens. The only word we came up with - which by we I mean my mom, two hours later - is dear. Oh yeah, I has to be something you call a person. I mean seriously, there are a lot of bad and 'not good' ones. This challenge might be kinda hard...

Post your answers in the comments! (If any one says 'dick' I will come and gibbs-slap you infront of your girlfriend.)

Ok, so like, how lucky is it that this hotel has TWO computers?

Usually hotels only have one. Like, seriously? Just no.

This is the only chance I guess I'll really be able to go on until sunday... since I have to do some stupid thing for science.

Oh hey, that reminds me... I need to bring paint to science on Monday... stupid projects. We just did a science project! Like, what the chalka?

Heheh... Chalka. Inside joke... sorta.

So like, did anyone else know that all the fast food places are closed on Thanksgiving? Cuz I didnt. And it really sucks when your on a road trip and theres nothing open so then you like, dont have any food...

Well, atleast I got hot fries and a giant water... That worked for like fourty five minutes.

You know what the scariest thing about being online at a hotel, or any public computer place in general?

You always get scared that you didnt log off, so that when someone comes and goes on the same website, they can do whatever they want to your account xO

Thats what scares me about going on gaia, since I technically have a lot of gold again... I dont want to get hacked! Oh noes!

Well, this entry is super short, but I gotta go... Time to go on a quest for a new house!

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Yay.

No, I dont want to move! CRAZIES!

Uggh. I want to stay here in minnesota! My pretty house that everyone thinks is so cool every time they come over! I want to stay living in the woods (My house is in the woods, smart one), and I want to be able to let my cats outside without getting scared that they might get eaten by a chupicabra! (I honestly have no idea how to spell that. And I know they're not real.) Ok, I know those arent real... But they might get eaten by wolf man! (a.k.a the raccoon that scared the crap out of me and my friends when we were outside, in the woods, jumping on my trampoline at like 10 at night...)

Wolf man was some scary business! I HAD NO IDEA RACCOONS WERE SO BIG! D:>

Lol I just started a forward about Vampirates... thats the coolest word ever.

Let me know if you get it!

Anyway, back to the Colorado thing.

I mean sure, It'll be nice being able to buy more stuff what with the fact that we'll be getting more money... but I still dont want to leave this place.

I mean, first, I have to go to a new school with people I dont even know since all my other friends from my old school are going somewhere else, and just when I've finally made lots of friends and acheived somewhat of a good 'popularity' status, I have to just get up and leave.

"Nice being with you guys for three months, but Im going to move across the country! See ya someday!"

I mean, come one!

Im even going to miss the scarfs! Im so totally going to get everyone to read my blog... then we can all talk! MUHAHAHAHA.

Im so good... lol not really.

ACK.